06 | Cruel fate

Taste you, and I breathe so deep Heart beats hard, my knees go weak Mouth glued shut, and I can't speak Why does fear make me complete?

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Her mind reeled in disbelief as she struggled to comprehend the surreal scene unfolding before her. Was that person truly standing before her, or was it a mirage dancing in the desert of her mind?

Frozen in shock, she felt a vice-like grip on her arms, jolting her back to reality. As her senses returned, she found herself locked in a gaze with those piercing ocean eyes, each wave of emotion crashing against her.

"What are you thinking doll?"

His words were forced out between gritted teeth, his eyes ablaze with an intense fury. His tightly clenched jaw and the profound flame of anger in his gaze held her spellbound. His grip tightened around her arms causing her to hiss in pain. She held his hands and tried to shook them away but his hands tightened more with that. His demeanor exuded a cold, venomous intensity that sent shivers down her spine.

She felt like soon he is going to ripe her skin off. Her tears which have dried now, again glistened with pain and fear.

He uncluthed his hands, loosening his grip from her arms. She sighed feeling a rush of relief, but her relief turned to dread as she sensed him drawing nearer. Panic rising, her breath came in short, sharp gasps.

"Please, Rian, just go," she implored, taking hurried steps backward. His piercing gaze grew even more intense, and his lips twisted into a menacing grin.

"How can i, Kitten?" He flashed a vicious smile at her, relishing her unease as he took deliberate footsteps towards her. She instinctively retreated, only to find herself trapped against the unforgiving wall. He closed in on her from both sides, pressing his palms against the barrier, effectively caging her under his warmth.

"I'm seeing my ugly rat after a long time." He wispered in her ears.

She defiantly averted her gaze from him, fully realizing the sinister motives he had for her. Her tears cascaded down her cheeks with sudden intensity as she struggled to repel him, but to no avail. Amidst her sobs, she found herself enveloped by his warmth, desperately yearning to break free from his hold, while battling an inexplicable longing for his touch.

In response to her reactions, he couldn't help but chuckle. "What makes you think I would do something like that with you?" he asked, a mischievous grin spreading across his face. Startled, she lifted her head, only to see his grin widen as he quickly backed away, releasing her from his embrace. She looked at him with a mixture of confusion and surprise.

"Even when, coming close to you feels disgusting to me."

Her heart shuddered in ache as she listened those words. His words cut through her like a sharp blade, leaving her feeling wounded and vulnerable.

"Well, i know you was always desperate to spread your legs wide for me, since childhood." He uttered, inflicting unbearable pain upon her, causing her heart to wrench and a tear to trickle down her cheek. She stared at him with shock and anger, tightly clutching onto the stinging impact of his words.

"But it's fine. We don't get everything we imagine to have. Right Kitten?"

With anger bubbling inside her, she went close to him and balled her hand into a tight fist on his shirt, but gradually loosened it as she found herself lost in his profound, ocean-like gaze.

As she looked at them, her eyes sparkled with a profound sense of unease, until her hands were abruptly pulled away with a forceful jerk.

"Don't dare to come close to me, Miss Singhal."

His teeth were tightly clenched, a sign of the anger consuming him. She could unmistakably sense the intense rage directed at her. She became a bit terrified.

He came close to her and brushed his lips against her ears, wisperering hoarsely "But If you are really desperate to feel me, then i can manage to fuck out this desperation out of you in my bed."

The words he spoke shivered her soul. How could he utter such disgusting things to her? She had never once thought such things about him.

"Well not to lie, i didn't even recognise you, seeing you after so many years. Because the thing i had called an ugly little rat have now turned into a beautiful sexy lady."

Her eyes widened, hearing those words from him. It was a shock for her as he always used to consider her ugly from childhood and even had given nickname 'little rat' to her. Somewhat it was true, as she was not that beautiful before because nobody cared properly for for her. But after her uncle Ved and Aunty Zia had not just gave her a family but also love and care, everything changed for her.

"So tell me doll, do you want me to fuck out this desperation out of you?", he asked gazing at her face which was baffled in nervousness.

With each passing second, he could feel his wrath growing. Finally the person he hated the most, was in front of him. He was losing his sanity, he could not control his burning rage.

She could not lift her head up, because it was all disgusting to hear.

As her senses began to return, she fixed a fierce gaze on him. His words, which pointed to her honor, were just shameful like him.

"Shut up Rian! How dare you say that?" She lost her head completely. She could endure anything but how dared he say something this much disgusting to her?

"How dare me?" He took a step closer "Because you deserve it." He yelled in his deep loud voice, widening her eyes more. "You are a fucking slut who was always desperate to pry into my life.", he said and then came closer to her that their bodies almost grazed with each other. "And with what intentions, we both know that.", he wispered in her ears, in a deep yet low voice, while cupping her chin with his palm, but in an agressive way, almost hurting her badly.

Her heart went numb. How could he be so cruel to say something like that?

"So tell me, is my doll desperate to get fucked by me?" He asked shamelessly while grinning, piercing her soul deeply.

And that was enough for her endurance. His face tossed as he felt a hard slap on his face. Her eyes were glistening with tears of pain yet a rage filled inside them. In an instant, her feet trembled with the weight of her realization. She knew he was seething with wrath, and she feared he would surely ripe off her existence. As he turned to face her, her eyes widened in shock. What she saw defied all expectations.

He appeared calm and serene, without any hint of dangerous emotion on his face. Did he feel remorse? She observed him as he took measured steps backward.

"Get out from here"

She heared him saying in a low yet calm voice and then walking up to the couch.

Slowly, he leaned back on the couch. She remained silent, knowing that she could never return to that place where she was urging to, and didn't want to, despite longing to do so. Her lips stayed sealed until she heard him calling out to someone.

She saw two gaurds came there. "Throw her out of here.", he ordered them. They nodded and caught her hands in order to take her away from that place.

"Rian...what is this? You can't do this. First you kidnapped me, now you are throwing me out. What the fuck do you want?", she shouted grittinh her teeth while getting dragged from there forcefully by those gaurds.

He was smiling viciously. "And don't forget about your punishment doll." He yelled who was struggling to get out of there holds.

"Your punishment is already granted to you."

He said with an evil smirk playing on his lips as he watched her retracing figure. She got thrown out of that farmhouse and she fell on the ground with a jerk. She began sobbing, her eyes were completely red and swollen now.

Alone in a foreign land, her whispered admission echoed with a haunting truth: "He still hates me." As she grappled with the relentless ache of loneliness, the extreme painful longing for her past life and loved ones pierced her heart. Every fiber of her being yearned for him, a depth of yearning that words could scarcely convey.

Despite his lifelong enemity towards her, she still had innocence and a kind-hearted nature, never harboring any ill will in return. Only she fully grasped the depth of her yearning to return here , knowing all too well that the cureless loss weighed heavily on her heart.

But what was he talking about punishment? He said he already granted it but when and how? She thought.

After a while, she slowly rose to her knees, using the back of her hand to wipe her tears from her flushed cheeks. With one final sorrowful glance, she gathered her strength and moved away from that place. Her heart still ached in pain, replaying in her mind the hurtful words he had spoken to her. Despite knowing the purity of her soul, he had cruelly crushed her soul. How could someone she cared for deeply be so heartless and cruel?

While she sat in the taxi on her way home, her mind raced with the realization of just how worried her uncle and aunt must be. The night had passed with her absence, and she struggled with the thought of explaining her whereabouts. The mere idea of revealing that she had been with Rian filled her with a sense of uneasiness. She knew that the news would undoubtedly wash them with concern.

As she finally reached the street, she slowly made her way towards her old family home. It used to be her cozy abode, filled with memories of her parents. However, after their passing, her uncle and aunt had taken possession of the property.

While walking toward the house, she noticed a gathering of people in front of it. The sight caught her off guard, and she was filled with a sense of unease. What could possibly be happening there? She rushed towards the house restlessly. She got terrified when she saw police officers were also there. She struggled to get ahead and sneaked inside that crowd.

"What has happened?" She asked everyone gathered there. Before anybody could nswer, she heard a cop asking her "Are you Mr and Mrs Singhal's Niece?" She immediately nodded her head in agreement.

"They got in an accident, and lost there lives." He unfolded to her.

The ground seemed to vanish from beneath her feet, leaving her in a state of disbelief. "No, it can't be true. There must be some misunderstanding," she repeatedly insisted, struggling to defend terms with the news. Just yesterday, they had been here with her. How could this possibly have happened?

"Miss Singhal, i can understand you but it is true, fortunately their daughter survived and currently is in hospital."

It shook her soul deeply. She could not bear all this. How could suddenly everything change? Her heart bcame numb now and she asked hin blankly "How it happened?"

"They all came to file a complaint in police station. They were extremely worried for you and told that you have not arrived home since last night. After that when they were heading back to home, they got in a tragic accident leading them to lose their lives.. Their bodies are currently in mortuary." He furthur explained.

Another shock! So it all happened because of her?

"In which hospital?" She asked quickly, gazing at him blankly. That cop told her the hospital and she made her way to that hospital.

Tears were rolling down from her eyes as she was rushing on the road. Her eyes filled with only pain and tears. Now she understood that her life really hates her. She is a curse for everyone. How could someone have such a cruel fate?

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